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Yipee Kai Ya.. Pure action.. witty dialogues.. chaos.. great plot.. great cast! Maggie Q.. cool.. sexy.. and she can deliver great moves.. John Maclane.. aka Bruce Willis.. wah.. not a sign of aging.. still as charming.. still as manly.. I give the movie 4 stars.. Die Hard! Never will die! More of it pls!

Next on the list.. ‘More than meet the eyes’ Transformer! Surely have to catch.. The trailer is already so good.. The movie must be better! Looking forward to it!

Little red devil.. gonna be on film again.. more interviews.. more features.. Race queen some more.. Proud of that! HaHa.. Engine block ESPN.. still fresh in my mind.. Whole day of filming.. fun.. and the end results.. great! More of this to come! Haha.. TV star in the making Wonder what it will be like.. stay tuned for updates.

Luck gonna change.. Hopefully.. chanting done.. waiting for the last piece.. Wish for Great luck.. wealth.. health.. and happening.. haha.. turning point! Smooth sailing very soon.

I’ve been living with a shadow overhead
I’ve been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I’ve been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can’t seem to move on

I’ve been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need em again someday
I’ve been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind
All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can’t make it through without a way back into love
Oh oh oh

I’ve been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I’ve been searching but I just don’t see the signs
I know that it’s out there
There’s got to be something for my soul somewhere
I’ve been looking for someone to shed some light
Not just somebody just to get me throught the night
I could use some direction
And I’m open to your suggestions

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can’t make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I’m hoping you’ll be there for me in the end
There are moments when I don’t know if it’s real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration 
Not just another negotiation

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can’t make it through without a way back into love

And if I open my heart to you
I’m hoping you’ll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I’ll be there for you in the end

Music and lyrics.. Way back into love.. Bravo! Speaks my heart.. Read my mind.. Scary.. Never gotta make it be known.. cannot take it.. once bitten twice shy..

Removed the mask of hope.. same old self.. behind 4 walls.. same music.. same website.. same routine.. same dead fish…

Normal is the word.. Plain.. dry.. tasteless.. Hmm.. been like that for the past few days.. Business as usual.. giving presentations, toking to the guys.. planning for sales.. Simple routine..

Hmm.. having some hair problems.. sick and tired of the style.. I gonna have it crop.. change a style.. something easier to manage. Lets do it today… If i have the spare time..

Wat is happening over the other end.. why the cold shoulder.. suddenly vanished.. now like a stranger.. I dun dare to take another step.. Must be handling some issues.. issues of the heart.. I hope i can help.. but i think i am not eligible.. Twinkle twinkle little star.. how i wonder where you are..

Business=Sales=Economy. Rich people sells and people sells to get rich! So learn the psychology of selling and earn a future! SMC.. a great course.. it brings my skills to a greater height! very fruitful and enjoyable course.. no doubt there are times where I am trying to fight the zzz.. monster… ultimately, its a wonderful session!

Extreme makeover LFI style.. a wonderful program catered to encourage customers to take up our slimming package. Totally effective program that come with money back refund. Its going to take the market by storm. Any interested party out there?

The future of our business is bright! We will be riding on our ability and be at the top of the market! LFI Huat Ah!Nothing gonna stop us!

Will you be around to share my fruit of success? Haiz.. I do hope so…

Good clever humor, great actions, exciting thrills, lots of suspend and colorful characters.. tag on with a great storyline. This is what I have for Hot Fuzz.. Never had such fun and excitement in a cine for a long time.. pure British brilliant! Money worth. Highly recommended.

Horoscope for 24 jun..

Gemini (May 21 - Jun 21)[?]

The Bottom Line

It’s time for you to turn your energy away from the things that you cannot change.

In Detail

Today, when yet another one of your friendly invitations gets the cold shoulder from its intended target, make a mental note to stop asking this person to do things. When people aren’t interested in spending time with you, you can’t force them to — and it’s their loss, right? It’s time for you to turn your energy away from things that you can’t change (like how other people feel), and turn it toward things that you can change (like how you feel).

Hmm.. another sign for me.. Is this what I really need to do.. Easier said than done.. I know what I am going to face and what is going to be the outcome.. or already facing the outcome.. I am already an outcast.. already a nuisance..No need for any more friendly invitations.. I already got the cold shoulder.. But why am I still hanging on.. Its the heart.. something that I cannot let go so easily.. Its a short ordeal.. But with a lot of feel and memories. Haiz.. How to let it made known! Its painful.. but better painful then sorry.. better distance then lost.. better with hope then none…

Argh! Pain.. every move is painful.. But it is a sign of effort and growth! Cannot wait to gain it back! Cannot lack anymore. its now mind over body.. decipline is the key! I did it before.. I can do it again! Jia You!

Hmm.. something to be happy of! I got it! Been eyeing on it even before the launch! Samsung U 600.. Slimmest slide phone in the market.. I wanted the Pearl white one.. but too bad.. no stock.. I cannot wait anymore.. I go for the next better choice.. Metallic blue. The finishing of the phone is superb! Lightweight.. sleek and stylish. Function wise.. good enough for me.. I use a phone because its a phone and i need a phone.. so other features is a bonus.

Behind closed door behind 4 walls.. exploring the new phone.. transfering data from the old to the new.. Saw some old SMSs.. haha sweet memories.. short but sweet.. better then none. Hmm.  feelng hungry.. Got to still handle it alone.. Hmm..

Back to tearing of muscle after a ‘break’ of almost 2 months.. Arms.. Feel the pain.. feel the adrenaline.. feel the pump.. did lose a bit of steam.. Ha! no worries.. with get over the conditioning phase.. be back the next day! Hard work for 3 months.. Vincent Ng.. step aside!

‘Something about Mary’ Nice girl.. carries herself well.. friendly and we converse well. Made her understand what we are dealing with.. she is keen.. learned something new.. ‘an encouraging industry’ nicely said and fits the description. Hope to get her in.

Cold shoulder.. complete stranger.. Hmm.. very puzzeling.. cannot accept.. Always so mysterious.. never got to see the truth. Benefit of doubt given.. an excuse to make feelings better.. am i being stupid? I am just being naive.. I hope for the law.. the law of attraction.. 

What the hell is running through my mind? Walking around aimlessly.. Up and down the building.. state of emptyness.. Lost.. tired.. I need a perk! Give that guy a coffee! Not being myself today.. In another dimension..

Whew.. its gone.. the uneasy feeling.. the aimless feeling.. a moment of shock.. never want this to happen again.. No reason for that.. Or maybe not.. is that the reason? Her image appears..

Back to reality.. ya, still got the mask on.. back to battle.. new information.. new direction.. good news! Way to go! Slow pace today.. other then the uncomfortable ordeal.. No exitement.. just plain follow the flow kind of day..

Welcome on board my new partner.. we enter a new phase today.. Reach a new height and understanding. More to come be patience with him.. soon the war will be over and victory to us!

Its good to be bad.. I kind of like how it sounds.. hmm.. not being evil.. just feel confortable how it is pieced together.. hmm.. what is bad  and what is good.. is bad really bad? and can bad be good bad? Haha.. confusing.. This is more confusing:

Two men met at a bus stop and struck
up
a conversation. One of them kept
complaining of family problems.
Finally, the other man said: "You think
you have family problems? Listen to my
situation."

A few years ago I met a young widow
with a grown-up daughter. We got
married and got myself a stepdaughter.

Later, my father married my
stepdaughter. That made my
stepdaughter, my stepmother.

And my father became my stepson. Also,
my wife became mother-in-law of her
father-in-law.

Much later the daughter of my wife, my
stepmother, had a son. This boy was my
half-brother because he was my
father’s son.

But he was also the son of my wife’s
daughter which made him my wife’s
grand-
son. That made me the grand-father of
my half-brother.

This was nothing until my wife and I
had a son. Now the half-sister of my
son, my stepmother, is also the
Grandmother.

This makes my father, the brother-in-
law of my child, whose stepsister is my
father’s wife, I am my stepmother’s
brother-in-law, my wife is her own
child’s aunt, my son is my father’s
nephew, and I am MY OWN GRANDFATHER!

And you think you have FAMILY
PROBLEMS!!!

I hate confusion.. The guessing game.. she expected me to play the guessing game.. now its all over.. A failed family.. I tried to guess but lost another game.. A jerk to her now.. A correct guess.. and I found the truth.. another failed relationship.. Current situation… anymore guessing? Nah.. no more guessing.. Its impossible.. I am in a state of confusion.. state of belonging.. to whom it may concern.. The image appears again.. How to let it made known! Its painful.. but better painful then sorry.. better distance then lost.. better with hope then none…

Ha! One shot one kill! Great feelings..  closed two cases today.. doesn’t comes easy! Ha.. the first case.. real nut case.. this guy.. I followed up for 2yrs.. since the day i been in this indusrtry.. but he had very high ego and always take his principle as his piority.. but he is now at a cross junction.. no choice but to seek assistance.. He accepted my offer.. but he still has the horns.. not humble still. got him in and closed the deal.. won the battle.. but not the war! still rerquires lots of fighting.. I want him to change and make it big with us!

Second case was a breeze.. young guy full of dreams.. willing to learn and listen.. closed this deal and this gonna motivate the guys! They are hot now.. and they gonna sweep a bigger market in! Feeling of acheivement is strong now. Gonna reach new height this month!

Awaits for new challenges tomorrow.. I love what i am doing.. It pays my bills and gave me fufillment. Long live LFI! Today I will sleep with a smile.. dreams will be sweet.. for a better tomorrow!

Brothers and sisters.. wonderful session by the boss again! His view is deep.. his vision is far and his words are strong! Follow the right path.. follow the right leader. Now that we know more, now that we are moved, lets bring it on and make this game a fantastic one. The heat is on! Let carry the torch and run the mile.. The journey is long and winding.. but with perseverance, every things pays.

                         Set back = Experience = Perfection.

What happened at 53 was shocking.. Big news.. another group of victims fell prey.. JP! you are really inhumane.. Greed is already bad.. but you used it to manipulate others.. and strike when they are at their weakest! Call yourself human! Let the bureau takes care of you. No matter what you do.. its not going to affect us. We have our ability to prove and with the right mindset, right platform and right leadership, Justice will prevail. Brothers and sisters! Let the war begin!

Dream big.. dare to risk! Well said! It will always be in my heart! Nothing comes without risk and all reality starts with a dream! What do we have to risk? And what is to gain? To risk is just time.. to gain is eternity.. abundance wealth, unlimited freedom and unimaginable happiness! Dare to risk? Unquestionable..I am ready.. Unstoppable!

One thing that still bothers me.. burden in my heart.. the image is always appearing.. the mind is always stirring.. can’t stop thinking.. but cannot bring about the courage to ,make it clear, make it known.. Ha.. mixed feelings, mixed signals.. Just cannot handle this sort of rejection! Once bitten twice shy.. Dare to risk! I dun even dare to dream! In my heart, in my mind.. How to let it made known! Its painful.. but better painful then sorry.. better distance then lost.. better with hope then none… Are you feeling me?

Two extreme sides.. positivity will bring me on in material wealth.. negativity still fill me in for emotional fulfillment.. a line draw in between.. Never will they coincide.. I know what I want and I know what I need..